White Flag

I've never been stressed of the workload. It is not tasks that drain my energy. I find myself (once again) pitting against giants. I am the underdog.

If only I could yell. Scream as loud as I can just to let it out. Trust me, deep inside I'm screaming...screeching.

I'm tired of fighting...Fighting for something that should be mine. Piece by piece it was taken. Ripped from me. I feel brutalized and beaten.

Now I am weary. I no longer desire to be at the top of my game. It's pointless since it wouldn't amount to anything anymore. I would rather do nothing and get penalized than give everything I've got and be trampled. This is my white flag. I will not fight a battle I cannot win.